I fail at not purging. I had the breakfast I wanted and the lunch I wanted and for no good reason at all I ate an entire box of kraft dinner for supper. I purged it up. Does that make it a good day cuz i technically only ate 2 meals or bad because I want to stop purging and I failed?
I went to the fiancees place after work. He forgot I was coming over. He was working on the plumbing. We ended up just having sex and then I left. Fuck. We've been spending way too little tie together and we both know it but we're both sooo busy it sucks. This saturday when I get off work (at 7pm) we're going to a BBQ at his parents house. I'm gonna be so tired but I have sunday off so hopefully we can stay up late together and maybe watch a movie when we get back.
It's our one year anniversary on sept 2nd and I have no idea what to get him. I know I want to get him something he would love and really have fun with but I have no idea what that would be (you know your a good fiancee WHEN lol). I got one of his friends to like be sneaky and ninja ask him about things that he wants lol.
What I would really like to give him is a perfect fiancee but I'm too fat, snippy, quick tempered, ugly, depressed, not fun, not funny, and too critical of myself! Who isn't though?
I love being able to let it all out here. I don't have to be afraid of what someone might say lol.
Thank you for the good hair tips Lina I'm deffinitely going to try that.
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well then why dont you give him the present, "i'll be whoever you want me to be for the night" - win/win!
ReplyDeleteit could be a profession, person, hair colour, film character whatever. If you've got an eating disorder then you're probably pretty good at putting on a mask anyway. Then again us ED girls arent known for our confidence are we?
If you wanted to get him an actual present, the Sony PS3 Slimline edition comes out in a week and its £50 less than the original. You would have to accept a couple of weeks of playstation-widow syndrome but it will pass.
lol i'm not sure about that. if his friends heard he got one they would be over there ALL the time :P
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