My mom went to the store to pick up the meds the doctor prescribed for my dizziness. For some reason he gave me an non drowst anti histimine. Either way it's helped a little.
I feel fucking huge today. I'm having my period (for the second time this month????) and I'm so bloated and retaining soooo much water. I'm 2 pounds heavier than I usually am. But when it comes to my periods and things when it's over i'll be 4 pounds lighter so it's ok lol. Ya I lose 2 pounds after almost every period. It's like everything catches up with me, it's weird...but good. I just feel like Fatty McFatAss right now and it sucks.
So I don't know why but I wanted to share my favorite thinspo video with you girls. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6rpbLJ6FXY8 . I not only love the pictures but I LOVE the song. The way the music and the pictures line up is awesome. I downloaded the song and when I listen to it in my car I automatically invision the pictures along with the music. What are some of your guys' favorite thinspo video's or songs? http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4gWl8aKVClM I love this one too. More for the song. it just.Fits. "Look closer, are you like meeee? are you uglyy?"
So as for the dizzys and whatnot I don't think that's from ana because I haven't been restricting the last two days, especially not today because of the sevarity of the way I was feeling. I really thought eating would fix it but I should know by now that eating doesn't fix jack shit!
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Thank u so much 4 ur advice!!.. its really helpful!.. the toothbrush hurt my throat!..
ReplyDeletewhat happened to ur friend is so scary, i really appreciate u telling me!
I tend to get really bloated too when im on my period but I love getting it cause when it ends I am a lot thinner than before!..be patient, its worth it if ull be 4 pounds lighter!..
stay strong, sam