Ok so I wanted to get down my weight right now. I'm 152...I'm 5'5. FAT. I used to be almost 200 pounds....that's insane to think right now.
Right now I live with my parents and for some reason it's a lot harder to restrict than it was before. I end up B/Ping instead which doesn't help anything. I can't wait to move in with my faincee! I'm gonna be so broke that I wont be able to afford food . I'll live off soup and shrink shrink shrink.
I start my everyday by saying I'm not gonna eat today and most of the time it work until around 2pm. I work at a pizza place where I prep all the food and by the end of it I'm starving, the worst of it? Free Pizza. More evil words were never spoken. I'm weak and I admit it. I don't know where my willpower went. I gained 5 pounds over the last 2 months after losing 48 pounds. I'm looking to tap into that part of myself again. That strong person who has the potential to be perfect. I'll do it. I'm just not sure how yet.
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