Today was a bowl of soup, big bowl of salad, and maybe a 100 calorie yoghurt later.

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Alright this will be a good update. Since ex fiancee and I broke up I've basically been fine but he keeps trying to get me back. Last night I was hammered and broke down and decided to let him give me a ride home from a party. Only we ended up going to his house. Long story short while we're fooling around I had to ask 'so have you slept with anyone since we broke up?' He said yes. I absolutely flipped out. Made him take me home. Now he wants to talk to me tomorrow and I don't want to see him but he's being really persistant.

Right when he said that he slept with someone else all I could think was 'I bet she was thin and pretty'. He's gonna feel like an idiot because I'm on my way to dropping another 10 pounds and he'll be kicking himself even more. Losing 10 pounds of spite weight is gonna be nice.

Today I had a bowl of spaghetti and half a pomegranite. I'm sure the spaghetti was loaded with shitty calories but I'm not having anything else besides water today.

It sucks I can't work out today and probably not for a few days. My back went out at work today. I've never had back issues before and it's just so painful. Need to get better soon so I can get back on the eliptical machine.

Fast tomorrow. No exceptions. I'm too sad to eat.