Rainy days

We're having a crazy thunderstorm right now. I like them during the day. I hate them at night...sounds like a kid thing to say but its true. So far ive had a cup of coffee. Im spending the day with PF so I know I'll end up having to eat. I'll try to make it minimul. Ive been binging really bad the last few days. Ive only been able to purge sometimes though. I saw a picture of myself from october and I was sooo much bigger. It made me feel pretty grand but then I looked down and saw that Im still covered in fat. I have tons to say but no energy to say it. Soon.