146

Im at 146 today. Better than yesterday. My throat hurts today so I can get away with not eating because of that.

I start a new job on monday. Well its not exactly a new job. I used to work there. I'll be a delivery driver for a pizza place. Can you say temptation? I'm pretty nervous but I havent eaten pizza in months because of that place and how I used to eat it EVERY day. Disgusting. Plus I can never ever purge pizza. No matter how hard I try. I'm not much for laxies but someone told me to use those instead when it comes to pizza.

My mom is going in for minor surgery on Monday so she has to fast all weekend. Me, being the good daughter that I am decided that I would fast with her. This weekend should be a piece of cake (figuratively speaking). With someone else fasting in the house it will be nooo problem.

Maybe I could be 139 on Monday. If I fast today, tomorrow, and Sunday. I bet I could do it. Any encouragement would be greatly appreaciated.