Alright so the fiancee came over that day and we started talking about moving in together because I was supposed to move in the day after that. He wanted me to clean, paint, and move in in one day. I told him that was stupid and then we just started screaming at each other. I was really mad so I told him to get the fuck out of my house. Right before he left he said "we're done" and something about my self-loathing or whatever but I just ignored that.
Over the past 3 days he's been calling non stop because he wants to talk so I decided to go over there yesterday because ending a year with someone over yelling really sucks. My intention was to say goodbye but we ended up getting back together. I made myself known though. I told him there's no way I'm coming back to the same stuff and he promised he would compromise on the stuff I need. He's one of those big strong guys who don't really express feeling but after I told him I'd give it another try he hugged me so tight and told me he loves me more than anyone he's ever loved. I got all warm and fuzzy.
After thinking I wanted to dump him for the past few weeks and then we finally had it out it was weird when I was yearning for him. The guy bugs me sometimes but I really do love him.
Our 1 year anniversery is tomorrow. I don't have any money so I'm gonna bake him cookies. Hopefully I don't eat any.
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